thanks for the memories.
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i still want that dress.. aha. but zara and pull and bear are heartbreaking. fathiah and i need lots and lots of 60 dollars man.... hahah.
When my mum caters for a wedding, she'll bring the whole family like an ambush. hahaha. we become more like wedding crashers than caterers. i remember there was one wedding, when the bhangra came with the bride and groom and there we were, in front of them unable to stop ourselves from dancing. and then there we were still dancing by the side when the bride and groom were already on stage and the bhangra was finishing up. hahah.
and when we're cleaning up at the end of the day, with hands full of basins and buffet items , we'll still be dancing to whatever music there is. that's what i like about my family :)
i dreamt once about me calling off my own wedding and my 5 year old self was present. i wrote that here. recently, i dreamt of me calling off my own wedding AGAIN. (the groom was a different guy) both grooms were people i would never ever marry btw. but yeah. WTF....
u know how we were saying u'd see it in ur head if it's gonna happen fathiah? yeah. i obviously dont see it. haha. i think i'm like secretly the runaway bride.. lol.
deep down i believed my grandma :( ahahahaha. ok. stupid topic. matrimony probability. ??
i'm rather gracefully ungraceful dont u think? haha.
when i see hostile faces, i zone out. so dont botherrr
there was this day quite some time ago when one of my friends went out of the way to meet me somewhere. When i saw my friend's face, i was gonna burst out with all the emotions in the world but i refrained and till today, i regret that decision. i hope my friend saw the emotions on my face. tho i despise hoping. there IS harm in it..
i dropped my phone in front of the world today. it divided into 3; front, sim card and back. n the whole world went, OUH.... :S
vampire vampire vampire slap.
-dyna
ouh. fathiah's gonna imprint on my son. HAHAHAHAHA. cos if she doesnt she needs to be reminded that i know her dirty little secrets. rahhhh... i love my fang yo. pity it's singular :( lol. ok tah.
1:26 PM
when you were young..
i absolutley adore robert pattinson's facial expressions during interviews. :S haha. *Swoooooooooons* aliwhebfalihwbe but he was so weird at the oscars. prolly cos bella wasnt there. haha. k whatever dyna.
i would like to congratulate abitroni. she finished her exams :) hahah. GO ENJOY QUICK!! :D:D
i deposited a lot into the bank of sarcasm yesterday.
bro was searching up and down in the office for his laptop charger. i saw a row of plugs plugged in and asked, is it there? yeah it was.... bro went like "u're smart ah..."
"i'm smart enough to know you can be that stupid sometimes." :)
bro and i were singing along to james blunt's song. sis asked. are u two trying to harmonize??
"i'm harmonizing, i don't know what abang is doing."
achan wants to keep a boiler in his room so he can make hot drinks... i mumbled, pemalas. achan said, i heard that.
"yeah, it was MEANT for you to hear..."
it's in the blood man. i can't avoid it. stay tuned for many more to come.
ok so i've been putting off alotta things lately ever since a lot more joined the pile. i have to submit a tshirt design by today, i have to raise $2,500 by the end of april, i have to get a visa and more vaccinations (*faints*), i've started working with abang :) need the money and me at home = not productive at all..
camp was fun :) they got only half the number of people they needed but we're all pretty awesome. haha. we were put into groups of abt 10. my group facilitator's my interviewer. i never would have guessed he's a doctor. we all got to know each other really quick. it was like, oy no time, must be best friends now! hahah. one's a teacher at AJC (kunli), one works with suria(yatie), one works at a media company doing sound mixing stuff(ziling a.k.a benjamin), one works at a bank (melanie), ok i'm not gonna list out all of em. ( emily, pauline, kai jie, janice and gabriel who wasnt there) haha. i feel odd calling them by their names. the doctor and the teacher. hahah. respected ppl. but yeah. we're all equals there. i like it :)
we had to write a few things on a card when we first arrived. i think i can rmb them
favourite food, person u respect the most and why, what are ur dreams, personal strength, what do u hope to achieve in this project.
my card goes like....
sweet and sour boneless fish.
mum, cos she rocks :)
travel the worldddddddd
??? i can read minds.....
get to see the world in a very different point of view.
yeah. and then different members of the group had to read a different person's card. haha. that was fun. they needed to know i was full of crap soon enough. haha. when melanie read that i can read minds they were all like. WHAT .hahahaha.
at the end of the camp i think we were quite bonded already. bonded enough for them to know that they shouldnt feed me too much menthos. hahaha. i got a nickname that quick. lousy indian. LOL. cos i was the only indian in my group and they thought i could help them communicate when we were there. but i was like. errrr. i can't speak tamil.. not fluently at least. hence, lousy indian by benjamin button. i call ziling benjamin cos she's 24, she's as tall as my shoulders and she's soooooooooooo not 24 years old. hahaha. there were a lot of screw ups with names at the camp.
yatie got called yeti by one of the camp managers. me n benjamin burst out laughing.
yatie called benjamin emily really confidently and benjamin only looked up cos she heard me laughing hysterically rolling on the floor.
kok wee (the doc) looked at me and went like "yatie would u like some bread?" i made a face.
pauline looked at kai jie and went like so, jin kai.... hahahaha.
i got gastric on day 2 so i spent half the time dragging myself around. haha. pauline was like. u okay? u're not as bubbly as yesterday. hahah.
i joined the activies committee. weee. games games games!
the day before the camp,
i fell asleep at 3am and was woken up at 9 by a crying mum. she was unsure abt letting me go. haha. drama queens run in the family.. and then i told her she didnt need to sign the form if she didnt want to so i'll go to the camp and let her know more. and then i went back up to my room realising it's gonna be really complicated.
kakak: asal?
i: mummy tanak sigh
kakal: ler.
i: heads down, try again...
i showed mum raleigh's website. and where we would be working..
mummy: sumer orang dayak!
i: i pun dayak per!
mummy: dayak sesat...
hahahahaaha.
i felt very loved those few days. thanks. :)
-dyna
4:56 PM
you have to admit, the similarity is uncanny.
this is for fathiah to read after she has happily aced her paper tmw. :)
eh. gua naik pangkat babes. hahahahaha.
riding on my bro's motorbike is like hanging on to dear life. went to eat at simpang bedok wit family yesterday night. i was dead illlllll. i hate it when the workers of other restaurant close to worship their old boss (my mum) it's like. ok. enough of the attention already. ground, you can swallow me now. achan walked through spize like undertaker as all of the workers reached out to grab his hand. and i followed like his paul bearer. -_-
if there's a baby next to you in the mrt you can't help but marvel at the creature. hahah. googoogaagaa
i got two jabs on 19th feb. one blood test, one tetanus immunization (whatever that is. apparently we all got it in sec 2 but i dnt rmb being injected in secondary school at all at all.)the blood test was fine but after the 2nd jab on the same arm, my eyes went half blank.
i was passing out, nearly. weak or strong? :S
CAMP TOMORROW for dyna the philanthropist. riiiggghhhttt. hahahah. fun or scary?
i'm packing right now.
i felt a strong sense of deja vu when i thought of creeping into my mum's room to see if she's awake so she can sign my indemnity form (the name sends weird signals to my brain. like. ho ho ho. you're damned dyna... :S) i rmb doing this umpteen times in primary and secondary school. knowing that once i open her door she'll wake up sleeping or not. hehe. i love my mummyyyy.
sabby and i had fun today, deciding we would become doctors if we werent that mental. hahahah. Dr. Dayana sounds AWESOME la pleaaasseeee. and Professor Sabrina. like WOAAAHHHHH. epic. hahahaha.
i want mummy to go bankrupt at zara for me. HAHAH. zaaaaraaaa topsss are niceeee............. but theeyyyy ccooosssttt aaaa booommmmbbbbbb. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ara..... hahaha.
AUNTY NAH! GET VELL ZOONS!
quit making it harder already.
-dyna
6:55 PM
FTW.
i'm pretty strong- my sis n maid cldnt budge our wardrobe n i managed a metre solo with nothing but my butt. i think sleeping is a waste of time and now i think eating is too. human issues make me sick. i might as well be a vampire. so bite me e.c! hahahaa. right.
one of the reasons why i hate talking on the phone is cos err.. i hate my voice. hahah. i can't stand the thought of someone having to listen to my (bloody irritating) voice. so yea. save yourself the misery.
i'm contemplating taking archie down. (big shocker here) i think i've outgrown him :S
tamil movies make me sick. guy stares at girl. girl blushes. they get married. -_-
when someone stands beside me watching me use my laptop, i want to bite their head off.
so instead of something i've always dreamed of i get to relive one of my nightmares?
yesterday, my mum, sis, naqia n i went to hougang mall. by bus. might not mean anything to u but my mum+bus=no link. k? hahahaha. so yea. yesterday was like an adventure!
ftw
-dyna
3:39 PM
on 9th february, this was how my day went.
i slept at ard 2 in the morning and cldnt get back to sleep when i woke up at ard 8 in the morn. pretty rare occasion.
i set out at around 11 in the morning, on my quest (well at this point i thought i was simply gonna go get it at kovan...) to find eclipse.
heartland mall, kovan
i saw some at the second hand bookshop the other day, sold out.
popular never had it.
hougang mall, hougang
no luck.
compass point, sengkang
zzzzzzzzzzz
plaza sing, dhoby ghaut ( i realised it was getting ridiculous.)
i went into Times with a smile. surely they had to have it. just had to! i was greeted by a robert pattinson's autobiography. i saw the word blockbusting and read it as bloodsucking. really. really. times sales assistant: we only have twilight and new moon.
argh.
wheelock place, orchard
zomg.....
i: hi, twilight series, u only have those two? points to a shelf full of twilight and new moon
borders sales assistant: yeah. we only have one breaking dawn, hard cover.
i: *moan* sees eclipse on a shelf behind the counter. gasps! what's that!? almost in accusation
b.s.a: that one's on reservation
i: melodramatically, NOOOOOOOOO.......
hahaha. zomg..... so much drama.
takashimaya, orchard
i: twilight series, do u not have the third book......? (again, i only saw new moon and twilight)
kinokuniya sales assistant: u see the french/german section? walk straight and turn left, u'll find all of stephanie meyer's work
i: stares blankly. he didnt say no..... i totally understood him tho. but i still froze.
k.s.a: repeats himself for the then very very much elated girl who went to town that day in a tshirt that said do i look like i freaking care and a pair of shorts.
THANK YOU KINOKUNIYA =)))
job hunt.
i walked into my first try. they were playing chinese music. everyone in the shop was chinese. i cldnt help but feel alienated. but i asked anyway. tho music junction turned me down flat.
have u got any job vacancies? NO. hahah!
chuan liang's quote of the day: let's buy self improvement books! i wanna be self improved!
i found that terribly funny. i dunno why...
later that day i met ah pek and nyonya jual tahu. and we had another blast. because
hello, we are good friends. :):):)
i deleted 981 msgs in my inbox today :) it's now empty :) however much i wanted to keep that one msg. it's funny cos some things are just not meant to be.
being soppy is sappy!
mischief managed! totally.. =))
-dyna
4:09 PM
Agenda
prensence: read
no presence: practice piano
project isolation or a little bit less severe. i'll float around. it's not an impasse.
i'm in no mood to mingle. ladida. the thought of being alone makes me feel happy. however unfathomable that may sound. but i still want the world to feel better. =(
my new selection of favorite music awaits me.
goodbye world.
-dyna
9:13 AM
Despite everything, life is perfect as it is.
come come. read the crap i come up with. so much time. so many thoughts.
Time didn't seem to pass, not even a fraction of a second, as he laid in his altogether.
All the secrets of the cruel world entrusted upon him, and no one even seemed to bother.
trust me to start something and leave it hanging.=)
i think television has made life look a lot easier to us. everyone's REAL life seems miserable now.
but i've been numbed.
where's the perfect voice?
-dyna
3:22 PM
Dayana, 19