thanks for the memories.
and
we
all
fall
down
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I'm gonna grumble, complain and whine all i want and no one's gonna make me stop. COMPRENDO?!
A few days ago, a good guy friend came to my house at 2 in the morning, crying his heart out. I was there for him. He stopped crying and we had a good laugh before he went home at around 4.
The day after that, a good girl friend came to my house at around 10pm, crying her heart out. I was there for her. I gave her a hug and listened to what she had to say. She stopped crying, we played games before she went home around midnight.
A few years ago the same thing with tw0 primary school friends and a year ago the same thing with a secondary school friend. When i had these random visitors at my house, my heart stopped everytime i heard a sound. was afraid my mum would get angry like she normally does when she sees my friends at home in the wee hours. but i still try my best to help.
Right now, i wonder. whatever happened to best friends and bullshit?! Here's the cliche line. Where are my friends when i need them?
This guy my mother gave birth to before me said I can't go out at 3am. Here's the shit. Naqia and I were gonna go to my mother's shop to EAT. zomg. how dangerous is that eh?
A cab there and we'd be with my sister, who's older than that guy. So i tried to make my point. but this guy went on to say that he's the one in the house so i should listen to him. He didnt want me going out at that time. oooooooooooo. he claimed it's too late and anything could happen to us.
PLEASE LA! REALITY CHECK EVERYONE! ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE ANYTIME. ANYONE CAN CLIMB INTO MY ROOM RIGHT NOW AND STAB ME TO DEATH. THAT'S DANGEROUS. WHY AM I IN MY ROOM? SHOULD I BE SOMEWHERE ELSE? WHY DON'T YOU PUT ME UNDER YOUR ARMPITS EVERYWHERE YOU GO YOU PERSON? WE'RE IN SINGAPORE FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. IF I'M FATED TO DIE NOW I CAN JUST DIE FOR NO APPARENT REASON.
note: this is coming from an innocent geek who doesnt smoke or drink. from a geek who doesnt get herself into trouble like gang fights and what other nonsense. a geek who learns from her mistakes in a geeky way because she gets phobias of her past.
and then i asked how come he can go out in the wee hours and i can't?
COS HE'S A BLOODY HE AND I'M A SHE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. IT'S SO FUNNY I WAS SHAKING WITH ANGER.
so i told him not to ever talk to me again after a few failed attempts of sharing my thoughts. he wanted to discipline me he said. he asked if i wanted a tight slap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. he even raised his voice and asked if i wanted him to wake my mother up so she could have a say. knowing my dear dear mother, she'd take his side even after the many talks she and i had about guys and their EGOS. but i KNOW good enough that she'll be fine with me at her shop with her other daughter that she herself sent for the shop. but anyway, my mother's been working all day and he wants to wake her up in the middle of the night for this. he's oh so sensible isnt he? i should sooooo listen to him. and he mistook my hushed voice for fear. hahahahaha
explain this to me. which part of tight slaps and not listening to what i have to say and raising voices disciplining?
This guy thinks he cares but he doesnt even know who i am. QUITE SAD AR! hahahahaha.
He called me an idiot for going to band all the time. He doesnt know i'm being paid to go back for band. He's never heard me play before. and that's enough proof that he doesnt know me. So, hush person.
Am i a coward for not storming out of the house when i wanted to or do i care too much?
Am i a coward for keeping my voice down when all i wanted to do was scream my insides out or do i care too much?
Am i a coward for not calling a friend up or do i think too much?
Do i need friends when i had my sister and naqia to talk to?
Today, I reached my boiling point. I dont care if i'm being childish or immature. I just want to be heard.
10:09 PM
A few days ago, a good guy friend came to my house at 2 in the morning, crying his heart out. I was there for him. He stopped crying and we had a good laugh before he went home at around 4.
The day after that, a good girl friend came to my house at around 10pm, crying her heart out. I was there for her. I gave her a hug and listened to what she had to say. She stopped crying, we played games before she went home around midnight.
A few years ago the same thing with tw0 primary school friends and a year ago the same thing with a secondary school friend. When i had these random visitors at my house, my heart stopped everytime i heard a sound. was afraid my mum would get angry like she normally does when she sees my friends at home in the wee hours. but i still try my best to help.
Right now, i wonder. whatever happened to best friends and bullshit?! Here's the cliche line. Where are my friends when i need them?
This guy my mother gave birth to before me said I can't go out at 3am. Here's the shit. Naqia and I were gonna go to my mother's shop to EAT. zomg. how dangerous is that eh?
A cab there and we'd be with my sister, who's older than that guy. So i tried to make my point. but this guy went on to say that he's the one in the house so i should listen to him. He didnt want me going out at that time. oooooooooooo. he claimed it's too late and anything could happen to us.
PLEASE LA! REALITY CHECK EVERYONE! ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE ANYTIME. ANYONE CAN CLIMB INTO MY ROOM RIGHT NOW AND STAB ME TO DEATH. THAT'S DANGEROUS. WHY AM I IN MY ROOM? SHOULD I BE SOMEWHERE ELSE? WHY DON'T YOU PUT ME UNDER YOUR ARMPITS EVERYWHERE YOU GO YOU PERSON? WE'RE IN SINGAPORE FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. IF I'M FATED TO DIE NOW I CAN JUST DIE FOR NO APPARENT REASON.
note: this is coming from an innocent geek who doesnt smoke or drink. from a geek who doesnt get herself into trouble like gang fights and what other nonsense. a geek who learns from her mistakes in a geeky way because she gets phobias of her past.
and then i asked how come he can go out in the wee hours and i can't?
COS HE'S A BLOODY HE AND I'M A SHE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. IT'S SO FUNNY I WAS SHAKING WITH ANGER.
so i told him not to ever talk to me again after a few failed attempts of sharing my thoughts. he wanted to discipline me he said. he asked if i wanted a tight slap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. he even raised his voice and asked if i wanted him to wake my mother up so she could have a say. knowing my dear dear mother, she'd take his side even after the many talks she and i had about guys and their EGOS. but i KNOW good enough that she'll be fine with me at her shop with her other daughter that she herself sent for the shop. but anyway, my mother's been working all day and he wants to wake her up in the middle of the night for this. he's oh so sensible isnt he? i should sooooo listen to him. and he mistook my hushed voice for fear. hahahahaha
explain this to me. which part of tight slaps and not listening to what i have to say and raising voices disciplining?
This guy thinks he cares but he doesnt even know who i am. QUITE SAD AR! hahahahaha.
He called me an idiot for going to band all the time. He doesnt know i'm being paid to go back for band. He's never heard me play before. and that's enough proof that he doesnt know me. So, hush person.
Am i a coward for not storming out of the house when i wanted to or do i care too much?
Am i a coward for keeping my voice down when all i wanted to do was scream my insides out or do i care too much?
Am i a coward for not calling a friend up or do i think too much?
Do i need friends when i had my sister and naqia to talk to?
Today, I reached my boiling point. I dont care if i'm being childish or immature. I just want to be heard.
10:09 PM
Dayana, 19