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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Band is soooooooooooooooooooo stressful... I alwayz feel lyk exploding after every band practice.. but my way of lightening up is by fooling around with ma fwenz!! hehez.. tt's y i'm alwayz at my craziest mood after band practices.. unless the day was reli bad lahz.. okok...

On 14th of December, i'll be happily departing on a plane by myself, ALONE, away from stress, away from band, away from this hot and humid country... and sadly, away from my loved ones.. but only for two weeks.. i'll be going to U.K.!!! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!! hahakz. I'll be going to where Rehana and Aunty Minah are rite now.... I'll be staying with them at their house in Bollington... In a cottage... over the hills and far away.. hahakz.. seriously.., they live near mountains, at least that's what i know.. Rehana told me she and her mum had a walk the other day.., they were watching the sheeps and all dat..It'll be so cool... Especially if there's gonna be snow!! Will we be skiing?!?!?!?!?! o boy!! wooohoo.. kekeke.. It'll be winter when i go there.. kewl...
Another thing i am looking forward to other than seeing my beloved rehana and aunty minah is..., A HALLOWEEN PARTY!! Aunty Minah has gotten me a ticket to go along with her and Hana to her workplace's halloween party!! wonder what i'll be wearing.. kakakaka... another highlight is..., i'll be following Rehana to school for about three days!.. I'm gonna get to check the school out.. and meet her fwenz and teachers.. and see how school life is, there.. Although I'll feel reli reli awkward, I'm gonna have sooo much fun!!! It'll be soooo cool.. I just can't wait.. I can't wait to free myself from band's cage... Can't wait to fly away... Away...... Far away......
okok.. back to reality and away from dreamland.. There's band tomoro... If only i wasn't the section leader... I would've skipped band.. But i've put myself under too much responsibility.. and btw, out of relief, i am out of the business competition thingy... no idea how.. Probably bcoz i wasn't at skool when they were taking the no.s of the competitors.. kekeke.. i don care anywayz..., coz my mind is free of another worry... and olso, if i were still in the competition, the date would collide with a combined rehearsal for the musical... SEE?!? I just have too much things... When I go to U.K, I won't be even thinking of band.. kekeke.. I'll be having as much fun as i can... I can't wait to be with Hana and Aunty Minah again... I can't wait to have meals with them, laugh with them and enjoy with them.... And it'll be fulfilled all thanks to my supermum who is working real hard to pay for my flight tickets.. She's one of the greatest mums in the universe..I LOVE HER!!!! hehez.. If u were to meet my aunties, u would know tt they are ALL the greatest mums in the universe... reli wonderful women.. aitz.. i'm going now... juz heard the dreadful news tt bush is winning the election.. tt idiot.. i support the other guy.. don want bush.. I WANT WORLD PEACE!! yeah, tt's what i want.. kkz.. i've got no mood to type.. wanna puke... aitz.. bye
chaoz
-dyna

1:50 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Hey ya'll! I changed the blog a bit... Do feel free to comment at the tagboard aitz!... Soooo... kz, i'm now more happier than the other day.. Had band on Friday... Didn't go to school but I went for band.. Couldn't miss any opportunities to practice.. I HAVE TO!! kk.. Friday's practice was a much better one for me.. I was reli happie to see my frenz... Their faces brightened up my day.. hehekz.. Guess that's what friends are for... They make you smile.. kz, back to band practice on friday.. Mr. Wong was reli worried for the percussion section.. like duh.. we were not even close to prepared for playing on tuesdae.. So, he helped us out on that day. Made us practice with him conducting.. He made the sound of the song as we played so we could get familiar with it.. Such a sweet man.. hehez.. I think i've improved on the drum set a little bit. I know i've got problems reading the drum notes and playing at the same time and i am not consistant when i play. I'll go fast in one moment and the other moment i'll be behind. I know Mr. Wong is reli frustrated about this but I am trying my best to improve... sowiez Mr Wong.. : ) I'm gonna practice like crazy until i get it rite.. I hope the performance is a success.. I am sick and tired of teachers complaining that the band cannot play nicely.. Dudes... Chill man.. We try u know.. k nvm.. so during the practice, i played nicely as mr wong was giving me the beat so that i could play consistantly... hope i can do the same for the performance itself... i'm hoping lyk crazy.. practicing as hard as i can... though my whole family is kinda irritated as i bring my drum sticks and the pieces everywhere i go.. At home, i'll hit on anything that produces sound when it is hit... I'll hit hit hit and create noise... hehez.. kkz.. enuf abt that.. now, let me tell u how sweet mr. wong is... he is planning to break fast with all the muslim band members on 5th of november... that is lyk so sweet.. i can wait.. hehez.. coz i want to go through the performances slowly first... then i'll get excited... okok.. umm.. wad else ahz...... i guess that's abt it.. shall write when things pop up in my braing again... i've not slept the whole day and i'm about to go and eat saur... kkz.. bubye..
-dyna

8:53 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Heyz...... Today's a really really bad day for me... I sucked big time at band.. I should be labelled the lousiest and suckiest drummer, section leader and band member... I am soooooo useless.. The WHOLE band can't play nice songs for our upcoming performances because of ME.. ME, ME AND ME!! It's coz I can't play the drum set pieces. I was burning with shame just now during band as the whole band was sounding "great" except for the bloody drum set... Gawd, plz help me... ok ok, let's get straight to the point, I suck in band. I should be sacked as the section leader and thrown out of the CCA. Maybe I should have joined drama. It wouldn't have stressed me out this much. And I can also pursue my dreams of becoming an actress.. hehez.(my first laugh!) I guess I am suffering of Great Depression here... omg.. hope it doesn't last long.. okok.. ummm... yeah, I shall share with u guys how SCREWED I am... Band's got a performance this tuesday!! It's for our school's open house.. PERFECT.. Students who hear me play will run straight out of the school and never come back.. I guess the parents would juz stick to the simpler move, FAINT... Alrite, after this gonna-be disastrous performance, there's my principal's farewell on the last day of school in front of the whole entire school.. MUCH MORE PERFECT AIN'T IT?!?! I can embarass myself in front of everyone and I'll walk around with a huge L on my forehead... After that, which I hope I'd be out of band by then, is Coral Musical.. I shall be the star of the show again if I were to play. The IDIOTIC DRUMMER WHO CAN'T PLAY BUT STILL PLAYS... Oh gawd, I have no idea what to do rite now.. I soooo Hate Me... I just burst out into tears a few hours after breaking fast. That is sooo not me. I NEVER cry. I only get glum once in a while... This is really stressing me up... I guess I'm gonna have to practice until I go crazy. Deep in my heart, I am praying hard that I break my hand or sth so I won't be able to play... hehez..(wicked) But that'll be too cruel. Band will die.. SEE?! I think I care too much! I hate me.... I hate me... O wadever..
Ok, to look on the brighter side of the day, a tiny weeny little light shone on this depressing day of mine. I was selected to participate in a business competition along with Halif, Stephanie and other guyz from 2e1. I think it's kinda cool coz there's gonna be a lot of team work.. I love team work... Hate it when everything's up to me, myself and I... It's too demanding for me... Guess i m not independant.... But i'd love to be independant... I wanna be independant.. O wadever... this post is juz full of crap. ok back to the competition. The first prize is a trip to Bei Jing. wooow! hahakz.. basically what we've gotado is to make a product out of materials that we get on the day of the competition on 9th November. We've got to sell it and earn profits whatsoever.. quite tough but i am pleased to be selected for it.. we're gonna have two days of training for it... I'm gonna do my best for this.. and for band too.. though I've lost loads of hope today. I thought I could make it but now, I don't see the path anymore... Soooo, the best I can do is practice.
"There is still hope." -----> Arwen (Liv Tyler) said this when her father had told her that Aragorn will not be coming back after the war.... And what she said was true...
There is still hope.... I hope it works out for me too..
Getting crappy here..
buaixz
-dyna

3:03 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

sup! sup! (i'm trying to say "what's up" in short)----> for all the kental ppl hu didn't know.. hahakz.. nolah.. kkz... hmmmmmmmm.... exams r gonna be over reli soon! onli one more left..., art.. (oh boy...)
i remember the painting i did last year.... it was of the scenery of a beach with a flower popping out of nowhere in the middle of the paper.. hahakz.. it was crap... it was lyk a masterpiece done by a primary two kid..hehez.. kz.. ummm.. i shall tell ya'll bout the exams...
but b4 that, let me share this thing... there's a white boy in my class... heard that he's frm america or sth (jealous, jealous...) and he's in my class for a few days to take some of the exams... the first day of the exams, he was there and most of the girls in my class went googoogaagaa over him.. I was disgusted and didn't want to be one of 'em so i didn't say hi to him.. hehez.. soo bad ritez... but then i didn't know what to say to him if i were to confront him anywayz... so what the heck.. hu cares ryt..? unless he thinks me n my other fwenz hu didn't say hi to him are unfriendly... hey! i'm friendly okay! hahakz.. wadever.. ok ok.. let me move on to the exams...

english wasn't that bad... i carried on writing even after the teacher said pens down.. hehez.. i reli wanted to finish, okay!kkz.. sooo, moved on to science after a one hour's break...

science was okay lah... but i am VERY nervous about the results... scary man! i RELI RELI want to go to 3E1 but it seems lyk i won't be able to.. Not clever enough... haiz.. budden this year is my most hardworking year... I actualli bought a revision book with Diana which was at the very last minute.. we bought it abt a week b4 the exams... hahakz.. nonsense.. budden i think it helped me.. i understand more.. o wow.. kkz.. soo.. i gave it my best shot and await the results for my hardwork.... hehez.. so... let me see...

nxt day was malay... this friend of mine, Halif, sent me one of his own-made notes to revise when we were chatting on msn.. it was on sentences... blablabla.. anywayz.. it was reli sweet of him.. n he wanted his name to appear here so there u go, Halif! hehehez... nolah.. just wanna say, i appreciate ure kindness kz?? thank u!! hahakz... but the topic that the notes was on didn't come out anywayz.. hehehez.. nvm.. still appreciate it..
hahahahahakz.. kkz.. let me tell u what i wrote for bina ayat (building sentences..) the word that i had to use to make a sentence was "rebah" which meant collapse.. as in a building collapsed... but i didn't know the meaning so i just used my own "creativity" and made a sentence that went lyk...: Palsu yang jatuh itu telah rebah... which actually means... : the vase that fell had collapsed... crappy!! hahakz.. i feel so dumb... i suck at malay sooo what the heck.. but that was not all! there was another sentence.. the word was sth lyk menangguh or sth.. my sentence was.sth lyk.: Dia menangguh perhatian dalam pelajaran tetapi masih gagal... Found out tt it means : He postponed his studies but he still failed.. hahakz.. stupid man! it doesn't make sense!! kakaka,. kkz.. shouldn't be laughing abt it... shld be paisey.. kekeke.. hmmmmm... tumdidumdidum.. soo.... after malay, it was literature!!

I lost 25 marks!!!!! I didn't have enough time to do a whole section which lost me 25 marks!! see, that's the problem with me... I take my bloody own sweet tym in exams... haiz... hope i pass anywayz...

so, the nxt day was mths paper 1... sooooo happie tt i could do it!! i think can score for tt one... but mths paper 2 determines the whole thing... it's on another day...kz...

soooo after mths paper 1 was DnT.... The subject that I SUCK at the most... I literally guessed ALL of the answers... I didn't know a SINGLE thing!! I won't be surprised if i failed... budden my practical work shld help me pass borderline.. i hope... *fingers crossed*... There was one question in the dnt paper that needed us to specify what instrument was used to twist metals or sth lyk dat... I had no freaking idea!!! I cleverly put twister as my answer... even though i knew there was no such instrument.. hehehe... now u guyz know how dumb i am...

haiz... the nxt day was history... i was confident.. I LUV history... but as usual, i took my own bloody sweet time and ended up losing marks again.. though this time i only lost 15 marks... not onli lahz.. quite a lot olso ryt.. marks gone juz lyk dat.. soooo sad.!! pathetic man!! hehehe.. kkz.. shall not moan abt it now.. it has all passed and i shall look ahead.. (look ahead, learn and innovate..) kwakwakwa.. hahahakz.. coralitez.... sucky.. kkz..
history was the only paper on that day(yesterday)... so went to whitesands after that... Me, Syazwana, Syarafina and Mei Juan... We hanged out in Whitesands.. Felt like a total minah... we were lyk roaming around the mall and it was reli obvious tt part of the reasons that we were there was so that the three other girls could see the "beloved" guyz whom they admired... all frm diff. skuls.. I felt awkward... Syara, if u r reading this... I don't mean to insult u guyz but I m juz letting out my thoughts and opinions... kz..? kk... sooo... after they were happie looking at the guyz..., we all went home together... me n syara took the same bus home and we encountered a grp of MATS!! hahakz.. they were coralites.... and i wonder why these idiots are full of stupid language... I mean, every single sentence that they say HAS to have the word "BODOH " in it.. It's lyk, such a lame way of tolking!!>.. They went lyk, "eh, besok science lah bodoh.." "kau jngn nak bodohkan aku lah bodoh" "eh bodoh ah, aku tak blaja sak bodoh!".. omg.... can't stand them... they think they r sooooooooooo kewl... urgh! puhleezlah... ew... all of them with their tappered pants.. making their legs look lyk chopsticks... haiz... get a lyf u idiots... kkz.. soo i went down at my bus stop... wished syara gud luck upon having to stay for a while more to listen to more bodohs and sials.. hehez.. then i went home... typed one quarter of this post yesterday but continuing today... hehe... ok... after history was maths paper 2 which was todae....

OMG,..... i have a feeling my marks aren't great at all for this yr.. I have lost half of my hope to go to 3e1... fat hope, dyna!... aitz, forget bout tt.. Wat, i was trying to say is tt, mths paper 2 was tough! for me lahz.. I admit, i didn't study properly.. I only stared blankly on the worksheets that i wanted to revise.. i was most of the time thinking abt other things... i know i got the last question wrong coz of some misunderstanding of the sum... I didn't include another length to find the vol. of sth.. kkz. u won't understand... it's ok.. haiz... that's all abt the exams so far... art is coming... i'm going to do my planning and preparation tomoro... btw, after mths paper 2 juz now..., i went to whitesands wif fwenz again but this tym including Diana and Natasha... as usual, felt lyk a minah... *awkward* *awkward*... we roamed and roamed to wait for Magic Wok to open... and we ate there... yummy... we enjoyed the food as much as possible.. trying to satisfy ourselves so that we won't miss the food there when fasting.. hehehe... it's own Friday... sooooo fast.... I can't wait... I lyk to fast... donno y.. hahahakz.. strange feeling... kz.. wadever... k, i have one last story b4 i cabot coz my hands are starting to get tired...

todae after coming home, i went to the comp straightaway... hehe.. chatted with Halif (there u go again! ure name!! hahakz) and Diana.. and Natasha and Afiefa too.. and Rayidah also.. hahakz.. so many ppl.. hehehe... now chatting with my dearest kuzzin Sabrina hu can't wait for me to post... hehehez.. she's one of my faithful blog fan.. hahakz.. forever waiting for me to post... kkz.. back to my story....
After chatting for a long time... abt a few hrs.., my pri. skul fwenz called and told me to join them at the park.. they were snapping photos using an instant camera they juz bought... They wanted me to be there too... soooo sweet... hehez.. so i got changed to better clothing for "photo taking".. hahakz.. i wore my usual slacky clothes and my "punk shoes" hahakz.. We snap snap photos lyk hell .. hahakz.. posed wif emotions.. kwakwakwa.. hehe.. i bet my photos were all lyk shyt... my fwenz were all "reli" dressed up and i was the slacker there.. budden there were only three of us.. one is Norli.., she was wearing a reli baggy shirt over a singlet with a knee length skirt while the other, Elyana, was wearing singlet with a jacket over and long jeans... And there i was, wearing a simple t-shirt and 3/4 pants.. hahakz.. odd sia.. nvm.. i don care lahz.. it was just for fun and it WAS fun anywayz... We hanged out for a while and then proceeded to interchange (only me and norli... elyana went home) for norli to top up her ez-link... o yah! at the park i saw this grp of guyz biking... kewl sia!!! they were grt!! not tt grt ahz but then i jakun so they were grt to me.. hehe.. they did bike stunts... one guy did a wheelie... long sia he do..!! jealous... i lost my bike btw...., it got stolen... sooooo sad... i hope tt idiot hu stile it falls whenever he rides my bike.. hehe... cursing him.. soo bad.. nolah.. i don mean it... kkz... back to my story.. sooo i after topping up her ezlink.. norli and me walked back to central where we ate dessert while waiting for sth.. we sent the photos for developing... it'll be ready by tomoro.. anxious to see my ugly face in the photos... but once again, i don care... the photos i think i'm gonna use it for friendster.. if nice ah.. hehez.. kkz... i wanna sign off now... boy, my hands are aching!!! hahakz.. kkz... i'll talk more when i have things popped up on my brain! aitz... buaixz!!
-dyna


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